whatislifewithoutadreamtohold

I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on to what I want when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
It's all too much to take in, I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun 

How do you think I've lost so much
I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch
How do you expect I will know what to do

No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside

Linkin Park- By myself.